thursday, April 5th 2012
the unplaned plan is usually happen. yeah, i mean i never thought that i will buy Blackberry. well, you know my money isn't enough to buy one. so i think i'll get one if i were a worker. but now i ain't a worker but i have Blackberry yay! xD
unbelievable and so exciting! that day my big sister told me that her friend was selling off Blackberry for IDR 750.000. i'm so excited and i decided to sold my old phone and get my precious bb :). my parent obviously didn't agree, especially dad. he said there's more important thing to spent my money than just buy a bb. he made me sure i'll get one someday if i've be a worker. but daaad... that's too long :'( i want it now! and without a permittion of my dad, my big sister and i went to get that haha :D dad should be won't talk to me anymore. so sorry dad... i really really want it bad :')
and the result is... i don't have any money now untill the end of this month. my big sister suggested me i should give my parent "a little lie". she's making sure my dad that i just add IDR 100.000 and never be more. but actually i should add IDR 220.000 from my bank-note. gosh! so he said to me, "you should tell them -if they're asking you- that you just add IDR 100.000 or you must be die in dad's hand." ah yeah.. i really understand. so sorry, dad...
i remember i've watched Wisata Hati by KH. Yusuf Mansur on episode "with giving, you'll get 10 times extra". he said that if you gave your money then you pray to Allah and tell Him what you want, He will give it to you. between believe or not, about two or three months ago i gave my IDR 100.000. actually i saved that money for buy an Android. but that's too long so i gave thet money and said to God, "ya Allah, i wish i will get Android as my birthday gift. i trust in you.." i thought i'll get IDR 1.000.000 and buy android for my birthday. but Allah always have another plan. here i am, with my new blackberry in my hand hehehe :)
but i feel a bit guilty, especially to my dad. he's so hopefully get more money to pay my college. so does my mother. but me? i have a bit of money and now i buy bb? what kind of human i am!
so sorry mom, dad... i promise i'll get cumloud score in my first semester so i'll get a discount to pay my college. ya Allah... please fulfill my promise. just it i can do. i'm nothing without you... my plans are nothing without your help... :'(
