attention:

don't like my words? don't listen. Don't like my appearance? don't look. Don't like my actions? turn your head; It's as simple as that

Sunday, October 21, 2012

when there was me, you, not them all...

suddenly remembered that time when we met at first. you ain't the kind of guy i had to adore actually. your face was too usual. we've never talked to each other before. and i thought i'd never ever fall for you.

time has passed. finally i've found something different in your eyes. your polite attitude, your quietly voice. and all the things in you made me wondering who are  you actually. not just me who wondering, but they were. they, all those other girls, always made you as an object of their chat. i heard they called your name so sweetly, described your awesome attitude like they all know all the things about you. and me? just be a good listener and chuckle like a dumb. when they talked about you i imagined the night when i thought of you. when they said your name, i imagined you're the first person i met in the morning. i couldn't speak up about you freely like they did. i was too clumsy, i could even break my legs whenever i meet you.

and that was the time i brave myself to made a lil' chit chat with you. we talked about many things, but our heart. our conversation like a stupid but i'm pleased to be your chit chat partner. i do love the way you laugh, the way you call my name, i like all the things in you. and the best part i love the most is, there's just me and you in our chit chat.

but there's no more  us when suddenly they came into your life. they can made you laugh more freely than me. i don't know what you've all talked about and i'm pretty sure that's not about us and all times we've been through. i don't know you anymore. and it feels like i lost my grip. i miss our time we've passed, i miss those silly topics we've talked about, and the worst part is... i miss being with you, kak...