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Sunday, January 22, 2012

new year, new me

ahoy everybody! it's been long time ago i wrote on this lovely page. well, first of all i'd like to say HAPPY HOLY NEW YEAR YOU GUYS! hope 2012 will be great for us in a whole aspect. oh kidding me! i know it was even January 22nd 2012. am i too late to greet happy new year? i don't hope so. by the way i didn't posted any post here lately because i don't have enough time. you know i'm so tired being baby sitter for my nieces and when day off came up, i spent that for preparated my university selection exam.

well, stop talk through one's hat. in 2012 i feel sooo new. i guess God gives me new spirit, new life, and all brand new hehe x) you know i used to so desperate, going under under under to the deep bottom of the earth in 2011. my life was so broken, there's no spirit to make me strong, frustated, but now i'm good enough. i can laugh, i can back to my point, and maybe you're gonna laugh out loud or think i am nut but i'd love to say i'm a religious person now. i prayed 5 times everyday, plus secondary-pray (whutta secondary-pray lol) such as qobliyah, badiyah, dhuha, tahajud, so on. yeah you know since what i have been through on 2011 made me realize there's only God who are going to help us, especially me. there's no one person who help me, hear my pray, give everything for the best of me, only Him. and He's always want all the best for me. so that's why i'm a religious person now :)

anyway maybe some of you wondering why i posted in english. well i'll tell you guys this is part of my new me hehe xD for 2012 i started to using english for all of my post. you know i wanna enrich my english vocabulary & english conversation skill. so i beg my pardon from deepest of my heart if my english gramar is soo rude hehe

what i've been through on 2011 makes me stronger to face 2012 :)